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I think it is cool I got reunited with the material that was more potent and didn’t make the cut on Collectives In A Forsaken Landscape I wish I included this one instead of Insect because it was sort of what I would eventually do with <A Looming Depth or some of the 2010 era material – the hell I wrote about in TheFandom Writer was further explored in this one, Congregation of the Unwanted is the name of this one.
       Carol from Issue 8, Issue 10, and Issue 12 then the namesake 2 lead author saw passages of Legend Keeper; this my most anticipated work of 2014 and when I am doing new articles. The blog entries are much more potent too – I wonder what Warrant’s fans will think of a darker horror tale that is set out of their favorite bands emergence. This novella is going to be very nasty and is going to mean a lot to me when this is done, and looking for an artist who can combine the dark mechanical meets organic (the organic being the real world, and the mechnical world is our future history in the story. The future history in the story is our present.)
      This one has a lot of depth and you will notice my company’s youtube.com playslist “Reseach,” okay that’s there for those who want to write for my magazine. The hair metal and nu-metal delegates this is my invitation to you to prove me wrong – as the associations to the negative stereotypes both the subgenres had on heavy metal. I had the nu-metal look before everyone was known to dress that style — I had the Levi’s black 501s, with the Michael Jordan Jersey, and Nike hi-tops in my senior year as I had the spiked hair back then. I took one friend’s advice to heart to start look what I listened to; and also matched what I wrote too — when I started donning the black clothing it matched my spoken word era material. Dee Snider was in heavy metal for the true good reasons; and he well if I can put it politely he was the role model because he didn’t engage in the addiction and that. It allowed him oppurtunities to make money in other areas too – radio income, Strangeland income, and outlets like his Halloween readings (that’s something I am searching for.)
       Dee admitted he loves horror films and has done an anthology introduction; an anthology that editor had told me that my story was “not punk enough,” so that one was sent to England. An anthology where my second slot author in Tabloid Purposes 3 appeared in was photographed with Dee holding the book. The heavy metal band with a Twilight Zone story for a history owns Tabloid Purposes IV; and when you read about this one you will see why I describe it like a Twilight Zone work of nonfiction. I have been prone to make people nervous because of my intelligence; you got to see me roasting my friends in Chicago a little bit on Heavy Metal Crossroads – where the joke was at myself too where I wasn’t even sperm yet. But watching this video; with his speaking on The Senate Hearing – it is almost 30 years he spoke about this. I had been dealing with character assassination myself when I was first trying to get published. I heard Under The Blade and I can see where he had done this one; it’s very intelligent when you read this. Where I also support the United Way myself as the Boy Scouts Of America in the 1980s when I was with my second Boy Scout troop. I had been misjudged and been the fucking P.RM.C. rejects of the modern era gave me shit for using faggot and cocksucker. (I am sure the two recent heavy metal band in the news will protest this one.)
      “Aren’t you a Christian who shouldn’t be writing dark subject matter?”
      Dark subject matter – time to unloosen your ties because I am creating very complex concepts and ideas; sometimes they are explicit with the language. I’ve seen the movie that they have revisited the era of the hearings – our generation, more so mine might been too young to see this. I’ve been a fan of Twisted Sister since I was ten years – as I was a Sick Mother Fucker back in the day. I call my fanbase The Pacione Collective; Tabloid Purposes their fanbase is a lot darker – I had written about a story like Under The Blade; False Healer has a referecne to this. I am that guy in the demin educating the hair metal counterparts that there is a generation of metalheads who stayed in school and got good grades – Dee Snider would been the one who got the good grades in school.
      The parent vs. child conflict – I saw that with Twisted Sister; I feel that calling them a glam metalband is an insult to them I hated when they called them that because when I heard Scott do a cover of one of their tracks. They were legitimized with the cover of Sin after Sin. Thrash Metal – the darker bands are like a horror movie, as you listen to Cradle of Filth they are a horror movie. My journal on codexed.com; I had added the Tipper Sticker on the fucking thing – I will write offensive subject matter at times but I fight injustice. I wonder what Dee would say when he sees someone who picked up books and built a library from heavy metal music. My mother and some of the older generation were looking at what I said when I did this and said,“Holy shit, he really did a book collection from listening to heavy metal?”
      When you have a step-family with a huge collection of books, a step-uncle who listens to heavy metal and a step-aunt who owns Operation Mindcrime. I am getting some good feedback with the process of this one. Brian Keene is attempting to put his name on it too; encouraging the violation of copyrights of my intellectual properties. Leaking a story that’s not even finished yet, going around vandalizing my pages and turning my shelfari into a smear page – who the hell pulls that crap?
      Think about it this way for those who are looking to be published – looking at the videos I added to my playlists; as there might be a woman who wants to meet up with me. I found a few movies to my playlsit; and I don’t do screenplays myself but I am doing research on a novella and for my anthologies. I am going to share the video with Dee Snider’s hearing with one the heavy metal songs he mentioned duing the era; So I hope you all enjoyed this story and if you see the blog go ahead and reblog this if you liked it. I added the live version of this from my Spotify.com so you all can hear this with the video — but don’t play the song at the same tiem as the video out of respect for Dee. Twisted Sister and Metallica were the first reasons I started liking heavy metal — I wanted a Twisted Sister album when I was ten when everyone was listning to Bon Jovi. My new story Legend Keeper takes the advice of Dee says in Burn in Hell; I think the lyrics of Burn In Hell had set the one for a novella called Legend Keeper. The reference to Three Wise Monkeys. The pastor’s wife I had to deal with couild had worked for the P.R M.C. in the modern era. I want to actively see her do a video burning my namesakes on Youube.com because she’s practing the act of self-racism; meaning she would burn books written by African-Americans too who write horror. I am thumbing around her pinterest an the list of suggested books she has — it’s fucking ghost town as she has none in there. Her idea of metalheads well her parents would had tried to suggest to her to stop kids from listening to heavy metal. I think that’s part of the reason I wrote Jesus Freak; and this story is hard to place because it’s so controversial. When I was eight years old hearing We’re Not Going To Take it — when I was 14 those lyrics rang true me when I punched the guy with a padlock; I was tried of the shit thrown at me and decided to fight back. Being a horror author — I got shoved around when I was in Wheaton College verbally.
       The older generation can’t believe the younger generation of heavy metal stayed in school — we watched a movie like The Stone Age and joke, “Kids if you’re from the teenager turning 20 in the 1990s; stay in school because you will produce something profound and will inspire bands like Metallica or Megadeth who the later of the two went back to college. Look at what Voivod did in their downtime; he got bored and went back for Computer Science — look at what album came out of that. The first heavy metal album with computer generated artwork.” Looking at my classmate’s Books Worth Reading; it’s fucking laughable — it’s a damned joke without a fucking punchline as I am guessing the only book she has is one that’s in King James English only. I am adding books that inspired my career or had contributed to me reading period; so I am going to share Inspirations & Influeces. If you are going to write horror from a heavy metal background; you need a level head — wake the fuck up as Dee Snider says; and need to be sober to write this stuff as I can remember almost everything I written or pretty damn close to when I wrore them. Congregation of the Unwanted; was the one of the ones I greatly remember and very happy I found this one. I am trying to buy Black Sabbath (the movie) on youtube.com so I can watch it on rhe road or when I am at the hostel; if a friend has the internet connected to their TV I can access this movie on their big screen.
      Sherri, putting it bluntly, is another Tipper in that sense as I am an S.M.F who became an Ice Devil who was from the family (as what Metallica calls their fans. Iced Earth is part of the Metallica Family there; they took it to another level there. I am tired of the Johnny Bravo bastards in the genre — I have written like a Sick Mother Fucker. S.M.F Since Age 10. Legend Keeper really lives to what I was in reality; when I had the squeaky clean exterior I was really a Sick Mother Fucker. I am encouraging the hopefuls of the roster to become Sick Mother Fuckers when they write horror — don’t abuse alcohol; if you smoke — I won’t hold it against you because I smoked for a long time and been smoke free for more than three years. If I met Jani Lane in 1996-1997; I would had encouraged him to go back into college and take a few creative writing classes — told him to kick the bottle and took better care of himself. I would had convinced him to move to Chicago or Glen Ellyn and took notes on our scene in Chicago and why our heavy metal scene survived though his friend’s band can laugh at themselves. As much as we laugh at Chip; he can laugh at himself some there. All of his brothers and sisters went to college, but why didn’t he take up the higher learning if he managed to get imaginative with his lyrics? He died during the era I was writing The Fandom Writer II and just finished my first novel, and waiting on namesake 2. Jani could had taken what Dee Snider and Alice Cooper said to heart; especially when Alice gave the advice to Megadeth to slow down with the partying.) What drove Jani Lane into that downward spiral?
      Dave Mustaine turned what he did with Megadeth and made a Winery — I think that came from his book income. His book allowed him to do that; so if anyone is in touch with him — please send him my anthologies as his subject matter explores literature. Megadeth watched Cable New Network and Fox News Channel for ideas. I’ve seen this happen one too many times in the literary front of horror where a wasted talent died of addiction. Jani — you had thrown your talent away man; reaching for the bottle when you really could had gone back to school and done some short stories based upon Uncle Tom’s Cabin and some of Dog Eat Dog. We lost a thrash metal icon in Jeff — wishing Jeff kept sober when he did his lyrical themes because I think if one is going to write Angel of Death they do need a clear head. The reason Hirax had trouble getting noticed for the kind of heavy metal they did — was because of the kind of heavy metal that was celebrated in Hollyweird. I am looking up these articles about Jani Lane’s passing; it is a true life version of a Greek Tragedy. This was the one I found from MTV.com — holy shit it is very shocking, as my roster and some of my friends are admitted fans. What I said on their wall that the hair metal whipping boy act from thrash metal is over and what we’re doing is introducing them into the site that drives thrash and extreme metal. I pulled out Iced Earth’s Watching Over Me as a way of saying the heavy metal community — will deeply miss him.
      His fans might got the most shit from the rest of us in the subculture — especially from the masses who had been reading books and what not; my roster had been proving me wrong when I seen a few of them having his band as a like. I am curious about what made Jani tick some there. I think this would been information I could had included in my research when I was writing Avarice because I seen what Roger did as a downward spiral — Jani is the other downward spiral. Jani – is about a year younger than my step-uncle and bloodline cousin as he’s a year younger than my roster (authors who are twice TOC mates Terry Lloyd Vinson and Jeff Skinner) and few of my readers are within that bracket. What would Jani did he didn’t drink and hung out with the Chicago heavy metal underground a lot more; we hung out in museums and movie theaters — you wonder where a few got their ideas and concepts from because of the depth that Chicago introduced to heavy metal. Heavy Metal when they wanted to play Doom Metal and Industrial Metal — they were looking to Chicago for ideas there; as I am guessing my friends from the 2003 era were looking to our own sound for ideas and inspirations how to give this a very strong literate quality like Danzig.
       Jani when he did Uncle Tom’s Cabin — he was trying to make a conscious effort to be literate when he wrote socially concious lyrics. Dee Snider said something very powerful of him as I am a writer who started within this era. Uncle Tom’s Cabin is heavy metal track from An Eye In Shadows era; I give him a lot of respect for that track — he deserves the proper due for just that track alone. I think that one would work well as a Southern Metal rendition — with a heavier style vocal; a dark bluesy vocal would give this track a little more sting. If Warrant is willing to redo this track as a heavier re-recording I will donate my vocal talents for this one with a commentary about the racism I faced in Northern Iowa where I seen a lot of Anti-Italian-ism. I am checking out April 2031; I think Jani explored ideas I did when I wrote Cyber:Terror:Machine — George Orwell, has he read him when he was growing up?
      I could see some of my roster being photographed with a Warrant shirt as they were kids during this era as I got more into heavier stuff when they emerged. Jani died after a few months April Derleth died — so this might hit home his daughters; if his daughters read this — I will connect you up with the Derleth’s kids as they lost their monther about a few months after his mother died. I could picture Jani when he did Dog Eat Dog waking to that nightmare of them removing your posters and Alice In Chains emerged — some attempted to do that to me when dealing with Kealan Patrick Burke; especially where they would treat me like trash because I am a smarter author.
      Kealan Patrick Burke — well he’s the Limp Bizkit where I am offering my own spotify playlists and will share my youtube.com findings; where I shared Dee Snider’s video from 1984-1985; and what he said of Jani. I think it’s a very powerful statemetnt. On powerful statement deserves another too and my graphic will show it too. I am sharing that album they were talking about; in this interview. I think this album that I found; this one might be something that is worth a look because how dark it is. They are right there is a story to this one. I wonder if everyon noticed this too; this is dark for Warrant but for us who write on my roster — this is the lightweight stuff for us the horror of addiction. There’s a horror story that Jani was talking about how he was dying from the road he went dow; they speak about the darkess of this one a year after Jani’s passing — I would have a hard time being Jani’s biographer on this one unless Horns helped me write this one. That album he wrote his own obituary. The blonde hair whipping boy with smile on his face — had a dark side. If he worked with me — I would had taught him how to concentrait this darkness and had him do a doomier vocal range with it. Tipper deserves to be a punchline, but the many years that Jani Lane been made one — needs to end.
       Time to treat him like the rest of us who are intelligent — and invite his daughters into the side of heavy metal that the rest of us knew about. Tipper Gore might had contributed to Jani Lane going mad with addiction in some ways along with the rest of us who gave him shit. The album I am playing — I am giving a second look with they were speaking of as this documented his descent into madness. Seeing his poster taken down and Alice In Chains going up there — it ripped his heart out. It’s like being accused of stealing from an author you greatly respect as a kid. In my case; then an author you started out respecting then turning around swearing at him because he called your magazine a “fanzine.”
      So Ramsey when you read this — think about what the community did to Jani Lane; you’re doing that shit to me asshole except I am stronger in the mind and my resolve had been strengthened. I’ve seen your google+ page, I have more followers and have twice as many unique hits than the anagram for “poet.” What I recently started to see with Jani, is he’s intelligent and explored complex ideas as he looked into his own addictions for subject matter. I am a different kind of headbanger than Jani Lane is — I sing a very aggressive style thrash metal; and my lyrics have a Slayer/Metallica hybrid aspect. So those of you who are following me on serval places do hope some of you enjoy Congregation of the Unwanted and the re-emergence of Stir the Bones; and take the and grab the titles on lulu.com because that shows you truly support independent artists and authors.
      “I’ve seen my breakpoints — and seeing what these bastards done,” I will say of the entertainment industry — glorifying the idea of two men fucking each other in the ass when the ones who speak up for Conservative values are treated like a fucking war criminal. I am going to write like one if they want war criminal — Jani Lane was treated like a door mat; but I am doing a story where it is going to set a tone for Uncle Tom’s Cabin. There’s legitimacy in a track like that — a kid from the Midwest will address racism.